Sunday, September 20, 2009

Change

How I feel about it does not matter, if I approve is of no consequence… I understand. I will take this moment to be upset in my own selfishness. The loss is not permanent, but deeper than I had thought it would be. I will come to terms and be happy for you. Right now as I sit here alone with my feelings I am distressed by my sense of loss. My confidant will not be right there. I am not good with change and I have had so much in the last year. I hope you understand I am happy for you, it is just going to take me some time to not cry when I think about it.

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